I FINALLY ORDERED MY CUSTOMISED LONGCHAMP BAG!! :DD
it will reach me in 3 weeks time. (:
well, pray hard that the colour contrast between the real product and internet will not have a great difference.
thank you my dearest girls, once again.
till then, lets start counting down.

A BIG BIG THANKS TO THOSE:
who attended and celebrated my 21st birthday with me,
who sang me birthday song,
who helped me to clear my wishlist,
who wished me on my birthday,
who bring laughter and fun to my life,
who reminded that i am surrounded by a bunch of wonderful friends.
i am blessed, i felt blissful.
once again, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
i love you, all my friends! :D
i guess my love is overflowing recently.


what are we doing,actually?
the song that keep repeating in my head,
"i will follow you until you love me"
well, maybe not.

pretend you din't read this.
i cried to myself again, after a year or more.
because i know this is a fact which can't be changed,
i din't push the blame to anyone, and i know i can't.
i am just kind of tired to see history repeating itself,
i am just kind of sick of replaying the same senario everytime,
i just don't want to return to the old days.
):


putting sadness aside,
lets blog about some lighthearted stuffs(oh well, maybe not really that light).
the names for february reshufflement are out.
i am lucky, i managed to escape this time round again,
my name din't appear on the list.
for the 4 who are going over,
i seriously felt very sad.
those times that we worked, we crapped, we joked, giving each other nicknames and laughing at one another stupidity will definitely be missed.
when i get to know that you cried and get very depressed over this,
i felt real bad.
we were all so confident that i will be the one going over but it turned out to be you.
i want to console you but i guess i am not in a very good position to do so,
i really hope that the 4 of our team-mates who are there, with you, will make you feel better.
cheer up, girl. (:

and yes, i managed to meetup with primers clique for movie (the blind side) and dinner at astons today.
its feel real good to meet up with a group of friends every now and then,
especially when everyone are so busy with their work.
i want to meet my girlfriends soon, miss them and their crappiness. (:


things will eventually be okay,
i pulled through it many times.
no worries, i will continue to smile.
at least i believed so.

don't confuse kindness with love,
don't confuse love with kindness.
i guess we are just being too kind to people, to each other,
and, this is not love.

GOODBYE 2009,
HELLOOO 2010!

packed & bid goodbye, 2009.
it was a year which i graduated from poly after 3 good years.
it was a year whereby it was like a repeating cycle during the olevel days,
we were given a chance to make a decision again,
but this time round was between studies and work.
it was also a year which i changed, somehow.
well,we can't always want things to go according to the way we want.
due to some reasons, i chose to step into the working society...
pros and cons.
i cant get to enjoy school life anymore,
working society wasn't as friendly as what i used to think of.
however, stepping into the working society gave me a chance to learn and gain experience.
i got to know a bunch of wonderful colleagues,
and of course, helped to eased the burden on my mum.
be it good of bad, i am glad that 2009 had came to an end
and i passed through it peacefully. (:

embraced the new year with an open heart, 2010.
it's a brand new year,
i do hope for a good start off and a wonderful year ahead.
2010, i will continue to learn as i go along,
afterall i am still blur like sotong in the working society.
let's continue to learn with a humble heart. (:
for people who stayed with me throughout the years,
thank you and i appreciated. :D
please continue to stay okay!
in this year,
i yearn to go back to school,
i ought to be more courageous,
perhaps to get myself a driving licence (if i have the urge).
last but not least, to all my friends,
may you had a fruitful 2009 and
may 2010 be a splendid and smooth year for you.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :DD

on a side note.
for passersby,
i appreciated your short stay
and thanks for contributing tiny-winy memories in 2009.
goodbyeee~
in 2010,lets be friendly to those strangers,
friends that have yet to be found.
xoxo
GOODBYE PASSERSBY, HELLO STRANGERS!

because i dont have a choice, i dont have a say.
i want to curse and swear!

well,as christmas and new year are getting nearer,
the more we should get ourselves ready for this joyous season.
because decemeber is a festive month,
i tried not to restrict myself and do whatever i want for this month.
i am really enjoying myself so far.
partied with those party peeps at butterfactory on 9 and 16 december,
christmas stayed over with primers clique at weihao's place on 18 december,
had a team dinner with my colleagues on 22 december,
i managed to catch a couple of movies and met up with my friends too.
although, there are some not so pleasant matters that happened too
but i believed people will pull through it somehow.
stay strong!



because christmas is almost at our doorstep,
many will start putting their FB status/MSN nick etc as "all i want for christmas is you",
and well, to be honest, it irritate me somehow.
all i want for christmas is definitely not you, yet.
all i want for christmas are:
the longchamp bag displayed in the shop,
flower by kenzo,
magnifique by lancome,
delicious by DKNY,
itouch,
a new phone,
and the list goes on when i think of new items.
of course, i know i am becoming materialistic by looking at that never-ending list.
but why am i working if i am not going to spend my money?
for saving? yes i do save part of my salary every month.
for pleasure? hell, noooo.
for experience? yes, that's one of the reason that push me to work everyday.
afterall, that are all my lusts, i know i am not going to clear them all anyway.
it's weird but they motivate me to work somehow. (:

i almost hear the bells ringing,
can you hear me, grandpa santa?
i need more reasons/excuses to party!!!