i received a not so good news today.
as informed, there will be a reshuffling (again) in January 2010.
so here's the not so pleasant part, i was posted a question. (which i really,really hate it but i have to answer no matter what)
if i was given a choice, my answer will be NO.
well, if no, there is no way i can do but to accept it.
replied i get was not very optimistic too.
"everything was not confirmed yet but try to read between the lines,
i just want you to be mentally prepared."
#$%&#$%^#$@!#
i wondered did anyone realised my reaction at that moment,
i really don't know how should i react.
i wanted to show my unhappiness or sadness over it but i see no reasons for doing so,
but i brushed it off with a smile.
D,A,M,N.
okay, i guess i will be able to prepare myself for the change by January.
Santa can't be that nice afterall.
he give me off on both christmas and new year so by getting me transferred might not be going overboard uh.
be positive, it might not be that bad as what i think.


let's start preparing my shield and amour,
it's like going for a war.

HOOOORAY!!!
i finally get a break from stepping into that little room for the next 4 days. :DD
LETS GET THE PARTIES STARTED!!! :D
i had really been a real good girl for the month of november,
boring november.
will grandpa santa give me something good in return?

so far so good, i managed to catch 2 movies recently.
case 39 and 2012.
well, thumb up for both.
those who seem innocent might turn out to be the devil
and well, i want to build a ship! LOL!
last but not least, I WANT TO CATCH NEW MOON!

and yes,
I AM SO NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO MY MIND FOR THE MONTH OF DECEMBER!!!
let's do things according to my heart, i will try. (:

juli had a real eventful monday.
one, minister came for 'we are one' event.
two, VIPs from our neighbour country came for some official opening of a shop.
three, we had to keep spraying air refresher because of that damn choke in the toilet.
four, because of that damn toilet leakage, we kept experienced power failure.
come on, monday can be better right? AWWWWW~
oh yah, i received some information today that i am one of the 3 lucky personnel from my team being selected to attend some facilities course on wednesday.
well, i am sure i am selected because of my diploma background
but i wondered where did all my facilities knowledge went to.
to be very honest, facilities management/maintenance is one of those modules i dreaded.
juli, time to dig out your facilities notes uh. /:
on a positive view, at least i am given a chance to do what i studied during poly days. (:


dear diary,
people changed even before you realised it.
once, they seem like one family and the very next moment, they turned their back from you.
it real amazed me when you realised people who are smiling at you actually holding blades behind them, preparing to stab you from behind when they given the opportunity.
it make me feel even more disgusted when people wore different mask in front of different people just to win favour.
sometimes, in order to survive, we forced ourselves to learn and play along.
and it make me feel ugly,damn. ):

BLUEEEESSSS~
what's wrong with me recently?
please take me out to have fun, rock and roll!

MY WEEK IS SO SO BORED AND DULL!!! /:
i had been working 5 afternoon shifts for this week.
can you imagine 5 days that you worked from 3-11pm,
reached home after midnight, surfed the net and off to bed.
BORING~

14 DECEMBER 2009, SATURDAY
i guess this day spelled birthday celebration.
attended paul's 21st at minds cafe in the afternoon
and wanyu's birthday celebration in the evening.

happy birthday, paul! :D